Catchy title.  Too bad that it took all my brain power to think up the title and now I have none left for the content.  So sad.

I've been doing some experimenting lately.  I go through periods where this is necessary in order to grow.  Or maybe I just tell myself that the end result will be growth when in actuality I am only repeating actions that led to previous mistakes that led to previous hurt and heartbreak. 

Growth?  I think not.  Denial?  You better believe it.

Maybe I'm just crazy.  Even so I struggle to swallow the pills.